I have come to the conclusion that I will not make my decision about Man-pretty until we have a nice, long talk in person. I have some questions I want to ask him and feel that I cannot come up with the right choice until I have the answers.
For the past three nights I've been bombarded with memories of the times he and I spent together. I know that only 5% of high school relationships actually develop into happily lasting relationships, but that statistic doesn't help me in this decision.
He and I are currently discussion regret and fear. Very interesting conversation.
Sometimes I am absolutely blown away by how much he knows.
There is a guy, I won't mention his name, that surprised me last night. We had been discussing the whole sitauation with Man-pretty and he seemed kinda protective. I just want to thank him for that. I will take your advice into account when making my decision on this subject.
I have been looking for "messages" in songs lately. Lyrics just come screaming out at me now that I actually have a problem. Funny how that happens, isn't it? I'm currently listening to "I'd Do Anything For Love" by Meat Loaf (arent' I always listening to him?). It now seems to make a lot more sense than it did last week.