"We'll never be as young as we are right now." --Jim Steinman

Sunday, November 27, 2005

Am I sad or am I happy? Who really knows?

Friday night I came online and made this giant post. Instead of actually posting it I accidentally hit the save button. The previous post was SUPPOSED to be up a couple of days ago, unfortunately, I am a re-re.

I promised Dora that I would post these wonderful pictures of her. They're from way back in April when we had Prom. Gosh, I head a few people talking about this year's Prom the other day.......
This is Red and Dora without any clothes on and major ice.













Dora, Jelly Bean, and Red.














Gosh, I miss Dora.

I had a really weird dream about Man-pretty last night. I was walking to my locker and he was coming down senior hall. He was wearing his red T-shirt, green coat, black shoes, black pants, and his glasses. You guys probably don't understand the meaning of any of that, but all those articles of clothing mean something significant. Well, a few of you may understand the glasses and pants part....
Anyway, Cake came up and he was wearing his Mr. Peterson shirt (long story...Cake basically took a couple pictures of Mr. Peterson and his favorite saying and then put them on a shirt). Then he started flirting with me in only the Cake can. Man-pretty got all sad, but he knew he had no right to stop it. Cake then turned into Beaver who then popped his collar and walked away. Man-pretty hugged me and said he was sorry. I could even smell his Old Spice cologne.

My dad came into my room and announced he was going to the store just incase I woke up and didn't know where he was. I rolled over and tried to find my dream again. I hate it when that happens.

Anyway....here's a really good song that makes me feel sad and happy all at the same time.

"Goodbye My Lover" by James Blunt

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.Y
ou have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

2 comments:

le penseur said...

You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.


Well, Lemons, I think some of that can apply to me as well. hah. James Blunt, an english fellow as I recall. Good music.

Dream analysis is crazy.

Lemons said...

My dreams must tell the future. Honestly. Man-pretty found his glasses and is wearing them today! *drool*
He hardly ever wears them (due to the fact he can never find them).