I won't title this post

Cutie and I have been going out for a month today. I saw him for about .7 seconds today because he went on the senior trip. He better sign my yearbook tomorrow. All week he's been like, "I'll do it Thursday."

Tomorrow is going to be rough.

Anat & Phys: cat final
Employment Readiness: ER presentation
Band: marching (the high-light of my day)
English: hand in group project
hand in personal folder
take Literature Circle final
German: test

However, I won't actually be in German because I will be on my way to our soccer game in Rice Lake. Since we're seated last we're playing the team that is seated second.
In other words, we're going to get pummeled.

Friday is the senior's last day. That will be sad.

I work Friday night.
I work Saturday ALL day. Afterwards I'm going to Slide-Tackle's party.
I'm supposed to work all day Sunday during graduation and stuff, but I got out of it.
Monday I have the parade. Cutie is having his party that day. And after that I have to go in to work.

That sucks. I'm really good at my job, and Sue (my boss) is always giving me compliments and stuff.
So basically because I'm a good, fast cashier I work all the "busy" times like holiday weekends.

I get to meet Cutie's family this weekend. I'm actually scared out of my mind. I've met his mom...she's really nice.
I've seen his dad around school, but I've never talked to him.

Give me a hug

We went outside to set up for marching.
I have the outside, again. J-J isn't marching next to me...some middle school bitch is. I cannot march without my J-J. Today he told me that next year is his final year in band because once I graduate he's quitting.
I only have a year left with J-J! I'm going to miss him.

Yeah. So K put me behind the fat trombone player. He just kept bitching and bitching. I told him I would bitch slap him if he didn't stop...then that one freshman guy I think is neat was like, "Dude, she will. She could take you!"

Haha. Thanks Evan. You're too cool for a nickname. Or I could just call you My Favorite Freshman.

Today during lunch was fun. Cutie didn't go home for lunch like he usually does, so I got to spend more time with him.
Yeah, I have a friend who is REALLY awkward. Every day she asks me if Cutie's "popped my cherry"...or one day during homeroom she just started screaming that I got fingered.
Like I said, she's awkward.
So she was sitting across from Cutie and she just said "So did you f*** her yet?"
He didn't answer. Then she got kinda mad because she thought he was ignoring her.
Like 5 minutes went by and she was like, "So do you want to f*** her?"
That response was priceless. I don't think I've ever seen him turn that shade of red before.

So Cutie and I were walking through the commons and HWSFRN pretty much raped me. And then Pig Tails came up and started grinding on me. It was weird.

Yeah. HWSFRN is getting really weird. Last week he told me he's going to miss me and that next year for state he's going to be there for our performances or w/e.
He also told Cutie that I bought him sex pills for Christmas.
Then again today he said he's going to miss me.
And I'm pretty sure he had sexual relations with Penelope, if you know what I mean.

You've got to be kidding me

My friends all hate eachother. Like, they've always had their little problems, but they've solved them.
Not now. I'm so confused as to what's going on. I've heard the story of what went down but WOW.
I don't even know what to do. I'm mad that MFB would say mean things about Peanuts, but I don't want to be like "I'm with Peanuts."
MFB's been having some difficult times and I told her I would be there for her, and I want to be.
I'm just afraid one of them will try to pin me against the other one.

Dangit.

Well that's naughty

What was with today? Seriously.
Cutie and I were standing at my locker slightly all over eachother...okay, I was all over him. This guy just looked at us and started screaming.
We just laughed.
Then game German. Gird got Frau Hanson's attention, and she thought he ACTUALLY had a question. He didn't. He just shouted "Frau, I saw two people kissing in the hallway. Their names start with an M and a C."
A whole bunch of people were like "OOOOO." I laughed. Cutie thought it was funny.

Finale concert tonight. It was fun and sad.
So Cutie, Pink Piggy, Ertz, and I were all standing in the band room just kinda hanging out. Ertz and Pink Piggy were talking (she really likes him, it's adorable) and Cutie and I were pretty much attached. Pink Piggy just looked at me and started smiling.
We had our arms around eachother and we were talking and stuff. Someone said something about "getting a room" and we stood next to eachother instead.
I looked over at the door and saw his dad walk by and look into the room. I was like, "whoa, that would've been awkward!"

It really sucks dating the superintendent's son. I'M SO SCARED HIS DAD WILL JUST TURN AROUND THE CORNER!

We played our songs and it was sad. I sit by like 90 seniors or something so I was just like, "wow, this is your last concert!"

Then when we were leaving the stage Pink Piggy leaned over and asked if I had seen Cutie's dad. I was like, "yeah, I saw him walk by." And she just stared at me and was like, "No, he was standing in the doorway watching the two of you when you were all up on eachother."

That sucks.

I feel bad for always being on Cutie. He's so sweet and innocent...well, at least he appears that way. I feel like a dirty whore when I throw myself at him. Yeah, I even told him that Slide Tackle and I are going to get him drunk at her graduation party so I can take advantage of him.
That reaction was priceless.

But I smell funky!

We lost again. I just want to win one game. It was like 84 degrees outside while we played. It sucked hardcore.

I really like short sentences all of a sudden. Deal with it.

I walked off the field all sad because we lost. And partially because I suck. Cutie just gave me a big hug. I smelled so bad; I was just like pouring down sweat. It was so sweet!

I kissed him like 95 times before German. Okay...maybe not quite THAT many, but a lot. My locker is right by the German room and I was almost late for class because I was just like, "One more.....wait, one more!"

Do you know what feels really good?
I don't know what I'm going to do with the rest of my life--I really want to do something in the medical field like a doctor or something, but Idk.

So in Anat & Phys I'm one of the only people who will actually touch the cats. I was going continue working on my cat, but everyone crowded around me, so I went to the mangled one that Retallica hacked up. Then everyone followed me again because they didn't want to touch anything.
So I went back to my cat, by the name of Lakisha Bojangles, and started to cut up her chest cavity region. It was fun.

Mr. Zierer said I'm really good with a scalple or w/e and that I don't just start cutting and ripping things out.
Mrs. K said she thinks I would be a good surgical tech.

It just feels really good to know that I am good at something I might want to do for the rest of my life.
Yay for me not getting grossed out by cat guts!

I hereby have the greatest boyfriend in the world. He's so sweet. I haven't seen him since Tuesday AND I GET TO SEE HIM TOMORROW!!!
I'm so excited :P
I feel like a loser.

I'm so tired.
I've been taking at least 2 naps a day for like the past week. I didn't take any today, and I feel like I'm about to fall over.

I feel like a toddler or something, needing all the these naps all the time :P

We have 4 games left. Coach says if we win all three games we have this week, we'll be seated 4th in the conference.
Then next week we have our tournament game. Our school has never had a girls' soccer team advance past one tournament game deal.

I have to work graduation Sunday. I am going to do anything to get out of it. Not even kidding. I hate how this is the year I can't use the "I have band" excuse.
Dangit.

I'M SO TIRED. I just keep yawning.

I love watching Entourage.

I love talking to Cutie. I'm not calling him Craigy Pooh anymore...I found out his ex-girlfriend called him that.
Yeah. I think it bothers him that I'm friends with her.

*sigh*

He wants me to meet his brothers and sisters. I'm kind of scared, I'm not going to lie.

Under a lot of stress?

I didn't go to school yesterday. I was too tired. Yeah, that sounds lame, but I didn't think I would make it through first block.
My mom let me stay home and sleep.
Last week's schedule:
Mon-game
Tues-game
Wed-practice
Thur-game
Fri-no practice!
Sat-work
Sun-Wausau
This week:
Mon-game
Tues-game
Wed-didn't go to school
today-game

So I spent all yesterday napping and relaxing. I woke up this morning and was like, "wow, I feel so good!"

I go to first block and take my muscle quiz on the cat. 100% bitches! It was supposed to be a group quiz, but I just wrote down all the answers and asked my group if they disagreed. Good times.

So I was sitting in class and I started to get "the feeling"...where my arms get heavy and my face goes numb. I stood up and told Peanuts I thought I was going to pass out, so she told me to sit down.
After I sat down it got worse. Locker Buddy said something...Idk what. I remember dropping my books out of my hands and the last thing I remember is Mr. Zierer telling someone to grab me.

*BLACK swirls of colors with an anonymous figure*
The dreams I have when I pass out always freak me out.

I opened my eyes, and I was laying on the floor and Mr. Zierer was holding my hand and taking my pulse. Kay Sue was some where and Mr. Hoogland and Mr. Feurer were there I guess.
Yeah, I just kinda layed on the floor for a while until I could start breathing regularly.

And then Mr. Feurer and Mr. Hoogland basically dragged me to Mr. Hoogland's office.
Oh isn't that a fun story.

Mr. Hoogland was like, "Are you under a lot of stress?"
Hmm.
Then I started thinking of all the work I'll be missing today...and the game against Lakeland.

I know Mrs. Laurila's going to say something about me being gone again. Idk...she always tries to make people feel guilty for missing her class....NO MATTER WHAT THE REASON.

I need another nap.

*yawn* tired from soccer

So tired.
I apologize for any typos.

I'm bad at phones. No joke. I cannot think of anything to say....EVER.

So yesterday I was in an uber pissy mood...so I called Craigy Pooh (yeah, not much of a nickname, is it?) and complained to him.
My phone has this little timer deal that says how long the phone's been on...and when I got off the phone it said 3 and a half hours.

DAMN

That's the longest I've ever been on the phone.



Peanuts says I'm a loser because I asked if I could kiss him. I was afraid his mouth would hurt.

Yeah.

So last night part of our conversation went like this:
Lemons:
Zac keeps asking me if you've kissed me yet
Craigy Pooh:
What do you say?
Lemons:
I tell him the truth--no. I hate telling him that. I hate being the agressive one our relationship!

So today we were walking to the band room after school (I forgot my keys) and he gave me a hug and kissed me this time!

So a very big thank-you to Zac for helping me out with that one :P

All we've done is kiss on the lips and hold hands, but it's so much fun. I love it

He told me he loved me on Friday. I almost peed my pants a little bit.

The fact that he had his wisdom teeth out earlier that day and was HIGHLY under the influence of strong medication didn't even enter my head.

Then 2 days later he told me all the remembered was talking to me and nothing that he said.

I laughed a lot and told him what he said...and he said it was true.

Why is he so sweet?

I'm so happy!

I love him.

Anat & Phys

I'm supposed to be doing some poster or studying for my bone final.
I got it down...tibia here....pubis there....xiphoid process someplace else.

I'm so happy!
I can't even contain my excitement!
Look at my extreme over-use of exclamation points!

Did you just tackle me?

Yeah...so today's practice was like co-ed or w/e.
Coach Desotelle invited a bunch of the guys soccer team people to practice with us because our guys' team dominates....our girls team....not so much.

John had the ball and Jake like ran up to kick it away and somehow they both fell backwards and rolled over the top of me. It was scary!

Auror was being stupid, as usual, and decided she wasn't going to play the position Coach told her to play.

Yeah, so Craig was there. It was so much fun. I don't think I've ever had a better soccer practice.
During the scrimage, I was playing left full-back and he was playing right half-back on the opposite team....so we were on the same side of the field. Basically, my job was to get the ball away from him.

I tried really hard and actually did a pretty decent job!
Then Craig had the ball and I was like, "Oh, I think I can get it." Yeah. I ran up, kicked, and then he ran into me. We both went flying to the ground, and I hit my head. It hurt so freaking bad!

I could tell he felt really bad. He kept saying he was sorry in his really quiet voice. Everyone just kept making jokes about him tackling his girlfriend. Coach Desotelle came over, asked if I was okay, and then ended practice.

The locker room was pretty amusing. I walked in and was all like, "I just got tackled by my boyfriend!"
Totally missed the fact that his ex was standing about half a foot away from me. I don't think she cares though...I mean, she got a new boyfriend .7 seconds after they broke up.

He's such a sweet guy. I feel like I can just talk to him for hours about the weirdest stuff.
I don't know. I'm really scared to show him affection because I don't know if he'll freak out.
I kissed him on the cheek a couple times.
It was REALLY hard. He's like 5'11" compared to my 5'.
Why do I always go for the tall guys?

*sigh* I like him so much.
I feel so weird because I haven't been this happy in such a long time. Idk. I usually get really mad at people who are like "look at my boyfriend!" and now that's pretty much all I want to do.

My locker is like, right on make-out alley (where Kassie and MaCail [sp?] always grope), so I always have to put up with people standing right infront of my locker. Yeah, and Caleb was all like, "Dude, move!" today.
Not like I've EVER had to put up with his crazy girlfriends or anything.....I lie. Kelsey was nice. She actually talked to me....but all the other ones were weird.

I'm so excited that Craig asked me out! I have literally been screaming inside since Monday night.
No joke.